E x p e c t a n c y b a c k f i r e d

Twas a sunny day...
Excitement filed the air...
For the first time...
For me, it was at least...
A small step at a time,
Awaiting the call that never came...
Requested confirmation but seems to no avail....
Later the reply came,
Overjoyed but not with the expectancy in mind...
Busy? really? Twas not a day off?
Lie? Truth? Excuse?
They all seem the same,
yet so very different I realise....
Maybe this is the cue I've been waiting for...
To let go...
To say BYE BYE....
Before it started,
It has ended...
An infatuation of lust...
Just primal lust of the kind...
Regrets? No....
Relieved to be more exact...
Hold on my treasure...
Awaiting the next hunter...
Or vice verse....