D I S A P P O I N T M E N T

Today was simple.
A single word to describe.
Disappointment

How could you have forgotten.
Both are dear, one old one new.
How could you have said that.

First thought:-
~You need some time off suddenly~
~Okay, no problem~
Then came the TRUTH.
Twas planned. All along.
You forgot.
A simple “excuse”
# 1st light STAB#

Then the truth again.
Both forgot. Both.
Both knew, yet both forgot.
#2nd light STAB#

I let someone waited for so long.
No one told.
You were there.
I was there.
Yet no words were spoken.
I felt guilty.
You blamed me.
Yet you forgot.
#3rd light STAB#

Then came realisation.
You both knew.
You both planned.
You both forgot.
It was not sudden.
I was blamed.
How long was it I know you since?
#4th HEAVY STAB#

That was it.
It broke.
You ever wonder what happens?
When you STAB a heart?
And to mend it again?
A hole.
A wound.
What then if repeatedly.
My Heart?

Wounded

Damaged

Scarred

I don’t mind you having time off.
It’s your business.
But being left out
Forgotten
Not told to
What am I?
Have I no value?
I see it now.
What next?
You tell me...

Back to square one.
Disappointment

O M E L E T T E ? ? ?

All alone today again...

Gotta fix my own meals I guess...

Here we go...

We have...

Some kind of vege,

some prawns,

a couple of eggs,

sphaghetti,

Taiwan pork sausages,

carbonara cream sauce,

cheese,

chicken.....

Hmmm...

Think...
Think....

Think.......

Out of no where this recipe came knocking...

HEALTHY OMELETTE &

CARBONARA SPAGHETTI &

the usual FRIED CHICKEN

I got this cool looking vege in the fridge.

I sliced them up, added oyster sauce, soy sauce,

pepper, bird eye chili sauce for marination.

Squeezed all excess water and steam for 5 min.

Same goes to the prawn.
Roughly slice 10++ prawn and steam for 5 min.

Prepare the spaghetti as I have tutored before

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Tadaa....

~CARBONARA SPAGHETTI~


~HEALTHY OMELETTE~

Oh right, I forgot...
Add those steamed vege and prawn to 2 eggs beaten,
discard any liquid from steaming.
Then pour the mixture on a hot wok.
Spread them out nicely.
Add a slice of cheese in the middle.
Wrap the cheese up and you're done....

~FRIED CHICKEN~


~MANGO JUICE~


Let's have a closer look
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Enjoyed the feast?

Any comments?

Any idea?

I'm running out of juice...

HELP~~~

The E N D of a B E G I N N I N G

Twas a SADDENING day...

All gained were lost....

My child...

My only child...

An unavoidable accident...


REPORT:-
Venue: Pasar Seni Putra LRT Station
Date: 17 April 2009
Time: 6.45 am

As I was walking up the stair with me in my half awake state, I was wondering of that discomfort I was feeling. Upon reaching the top I took a sharp left turn to the station. Out of no where came this gigantic foreigner, and rammed past me he did...I see stars all of the sudden... Nearly lost my balance. When I came to realise what happened, he was long gone. No where to be seen. Then I realised something, my hand was empty. More than a meter away was my container, with my child sleeping inside. Numbstrucked, I picked him up carefully and opened the lid. Nevertheless twas too late, gone forever. His skull was smashed beyond recovery, I had no choice. I bid him farewell there and then, never to know what it would feel like to torture Jonan anymore. I mean care for him anymore.


Upon finishing his burial, I sped to college...
No mood, depressed throughout the entire day...
Me slacking off caused this to occur.
It was partly my fault.
My other half? He partly knew something like this was bound to happen....

Sigh... A lost one...

Hope you may be found at better hands in the next life.

J O Y of the N E W B O R N

Today was a special day....

A day where two souls came to communion...

And the birth of a child...

Our child....

"JONAN"

The assignment for the day was to raise a child for GP surveys.

Our teacher told us to bring eggs to college to be "baptised"

My pair and I came into an unofficial parenting contract for 3 days...

Our duty? Simple...

Where ever we go, whenever it is....

Be the child by your side....

That is all....

So it was my round at handling my newborn child(egg) aka JONAN...

Bringing it around college as I do my stuff,

Pampering and giving it all the attention.

Brings back a sense of nostalgia,

remembering all the chaos and surprise I brought as a child.

I was never the quiet one, never the smart one...

I was never the obedient one, never the gentle one....

Always cheerful, talkative and curious all the time...

I like asking questions, till the extent my relatives know not of what to say...

Adding up to that was my mischievousness and rough ways.

Always up to something and breaking things in my path.

Twas the good old days, free of problems of the present....

Anyway, all went well for the day...

I was tired, exhausted...

Happy and relieved....

E x p e c t a n c y b a c k f i r e d

Twas a sunny day...
Excitement filed the air...
For the first time...
For me, it was at least...
A small step at a time,
Awaiting the call that never came...
Requested confirmation but seems to no avail....
Later the reply came,
Overjoyed but not with the expectancy in mind...
Busy? really? Twas not a day off?
Lie? Truth? Excuse?
They all seem the same,
yet so very different I realise....
Maybe this is the cue I've been waiting for...
To let go...
To say BYE BYE....
Before it started,
It has ended...
An infatuation of lust...
Just primal lust of the kind...
Regrets? No....
Relieved to be more exact...
Hold on my treasure...
Awaiting the next hunter...
Or vice verse....

P A S T A D U O

Will update this as soon as I find all the pics I took...
Can't seem to find them...

Nah~ Too Lazy to search already... sorry peeps..

B U B U R C H A C H A

FIRST OFF, my greatest apologies for being absent for 2 weeks...
I was lazy and so was my computer...

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Today was nice...
It was all nice...
I had another treat of pudding today....
It’s our Malaysian favourite...
BUBUR CHA CHA...
Too bad it doesn’t cha cha right?
Enjoy....

Sweet but not over~...

Just the way I like it...

K A R A O K E

With this marks the end of my Mid Course Examinations.

Now....

ENJOY!!!!!

When out with my usual bunch of friends for a sing at TS-NewWay

The rest went for a movie,

Lee Von(Miao), Chris and I did not...

We went for a few rounds at the arcade.

Me~peace~

Ready? shoot!

There's Miao

H.O.D. 4~

Awww... Tired? Miao~

Full concentration~

Move your body Miao~

Same as I~

Up to the beat~

Me and Miao ready for a rumble~

Lost terribly~

Blurred ME~

Both of US~

Me~ Boxing

The trio

Me, Miao, Chris~

Then it was time....

Sing K...

I have terrible voice....

Lets pray and hope New Way doesn't collapse....

Miao and me~

Warming up~

Moses and Shin Rou came~

Suh Kuan, Rueei Jia and Kai Qing too~

Peace again~

Moses why the sign?

We're all having FUN~

The lot~

Chris, Rueei Jia, Suh Kuan, Miao, Moses, ME, Shin Rou

(Kai Qing left early)

The GALS~

Moses, Suh Kuan, Chris~

Chung Yang invaded~

Passion~

All the food~

Me COLD~ Duet?

Random~

Miao, Yang...

Both animal...Hehe...

Soon, Singing was over.....

Caught cam whoring?

See this....

Miao~

Miao and Me...

Naughty faces~

Caught cam whoring~

Killer Duo~

Caught again~

Miao had a little stiff shoulder, and so did Suh Kuan...

Gave them a little treat...

I am no PRO, but at least I try...

Miao treatment~

Suh Kuan treatment~

(Despite her look, she felt relaxed afterwards)

Soon....

Going home...

The Further Maths lot...

That was all....

Sorry for the late UPDATE...